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Chrysalis

by Matte Martin

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1.
Horizon 03:50
Sitting on the line Between death and life, I lean my head forward. Sifting through the dirt, Penetrating eyes Find the loosest soil. There’s some refuge Waiting for me. Choosing planks to bind For my grave in mind From the bridge I’m burning. This box marks the hole Between you and me: An obstructed chasm. There’s a void here Within my dust. There’s a light here; There’s a light languishing. The atoms play in the morning fulgor. The fulcrum of my eyes can’t help but turn. I’ve sat upon this invisible cord, Searching for the tiny unborn feeders Of my often wished-for carrion. But I can behold the worms of the air: The gravity defying vermin stars On my glowing horizon.
2.
Before the killing, Out on a barren farm, I dreamt of the day When failure’d withdraw. I’ve climbed so high now; Embraced ’neath your eagle’s wing, I pluck the feathers Of endless power On my side, I look up into Mirror eyes, gleaming back my mask. Curdling red, viscous sweat begins To perfume the moonlit landscape. Safe from the masses, Safe from a bygone time, I am the real Pharaoh on the throne. You are my figure, And I clutch the strings. Knots within my guts Charge me to flee. On my side, I look up into Mirror eyes, gleaming back my mask. Curdling red, viscous sweat begins To perfume the moonlit landscape. From the hole In my skull Leak liters of promise. My last taste With these teeth Is that of earth.
3.
Scale 02:55
Think of me, yellow moss, When the wind blasts through the tree grooves; When you hear the bells collide: Can’t you hear them buzzing through us? At the height of the range, the chimes, dark and gray, Cry through the ether, cracking its din. Like an echo of orange and murky contrast, Its air paints a whole through pitch-black veneer. Can’t you feel, wilting bud, The fairness of this lovely world? The leaps and bounds my heart takes To hold you all atop my sight?
4.
There are dreams in the clouds and custodial rains, They bead onto heads in the dark. For those who look up, they are rewarded with blindness, But the insight en-balms the pain. And you, my dear, don’t cry for my silence, As if I’d speak no more. I melt from the pour I drink through my pores, As it drums on my skin a cadence of penance, I’m pure. A smile appears on my once livid face, Greeting the cold that has made my soul warm. The wet and the dark burrow ‘neath my thick skin Like worms devouring a feast. And you, my dear, don’t cry for my silence, As if I’d speak no more. I melt from the pour I drink through my pores, As it drums on my skin a cadence of penance, I’m pure. Pour my love down Onto the ground. Abundance of sound: Spill my love down.
5.
Sirens 05:35
"Tie him to the stern:" A figurehead upturned And flowing inversely in the deep. "Plug his ears with wax; Veil or pluck his eyes: Destroy all sensibility." "You have brought them here, Those seductresses of man. You have brought us here, I fear you’re no mariner. "You had too much leave, And our doom is round your neck. They have brought us here, There’s no safety near this deck. "Turn the sails about, You will be our mortal bait. It is your own fault That your manhood is no more. "Drive it through the sternum," Said the boatswain to his harpoon-holding mate, "A blood drip may attract them "Away from all the men Towards this thing displayed. Pray to Him for your salvation." "You have brought them here, Those seductresses of man. You have brought us here, I fear you’re no mariner. "You had too much leave, And our doom is round your neck. They have brought us here, There’s no safety near this deck. "Turn the sails about, You will be our mortal bait. It is your own fault That your manhood is no more."
6.
Let my shadow be your guide. Let my entrails wind a path for you: An intestine, caustic channel Leading toward the colon of day. Let my voice succeed that vision, And leave you grasping just a lead As cogent as an insect’s empty envelope, Overgrown and abandoned. Oh, how I wish I could catch your eye, Create something that made you feel As if our souls went hand in hand And our perceptions were shared by all. But I can only mystify, Pour smoke from my lungs Into the fog of the world: Poor smoke from the inside of a shadow.
7.
I’m flying to meet you; I’ve dreamed this moment, Bound by a coat of Pure white. Its sleeves, when slackened, Flutter like eagles Climbing to secret Their prey. I’ve spent this short life Wasting in service, Purging repugnance For you; So "traitor" digs a little deep In my heart of heart, tested and proved, For I’ve only acted within my berth And pursued what I was born to do. This rabble’s censure does not amuse In concomitance with my loss of dream. An encastled confinement now appears A wistful freedom: A halcyon time. I knew nothing of the horrors, Nothing but my orders. I was the instigator And executor of peace. Witness this ghastly carcass That once resembled iron: An invincible Talus, Holding up the law with no sway.
8.
Demise 04:54
I cannot see the way anymore. And I cannot hear the laughs of the world. All my senses are drawn to me, And infinitely magnified. Iʼm viewing my own demise. My eyes melt, observing my fate. I absess down a consuming black. In near-silence, the vibrations throng The voice of a blister motif. And I know we will never part again. Iʼm viewing my own demise. My eyes melt, observing my fate. There is something, something inside. I am somewhere inside this form. Iʼm viewing my own demise. My eyes thaw, deserving my fate. There is something, something inside. I am somewhere inside this form.

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released March 4, 2018

Written and performed by Matte Martin.

Photo credits: Summer Swann www.instagram.com/summerlswann13/

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Art Rock singer-songwriter and bassist of The Zap Guns.

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